FROM THE ILLINOIS INSTITUTE OF MUTHA FUCKIN ART YO!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!! i could be going there for college!!!
erlkugh erkljvnwlrjfnv 2lekgh2 oeijbg wlkdncv o 245gi lehfvkmnd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
but sadly it was rly only a message =____= i missed it by that much!!
so i have to call back sometime soon to see what lies ahead for my future!
im so nervous it ridiculous!!!

but wait......what if i screw up the interview,and they decide not to take me!?
or i do get in and i end up dropping out because of slacking O___O (which is the most likely thing to happen if anything were to go wrong.....)
OR WHAT IF THE WORLD ENDS AND I DONT EVEN GET TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL!?!?!?!?!?

no,no im over exaggerating...OR AM I!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? O____o|||

im just....scared i guess, i always have the feeling in the back of my mind that things are never going to work out because of all the bad habbits of behavior issues i have, i dont like doing work WHAT so ever, i dont like dealing with ppl in general because they all just piss me off because humans are just retarded and THAT puts me in a bad mood and i lash out at everyone,the list goes on and on......im just scared to death that everything will go wrong and everything will be lost for me, basically, failing at life, my biggest fear in the entire world, and sharks which comes to a close second



QUESTION!!!!
YOU ARE THE CHOSEN ONE!!!!
do you use you power for good or evil? and why?